August 2010
let me tell you how i feel.
i feel like i will never be good enough. you always want something that apparently i can’t give you. sorry i’m not perfect. sorry everyone else is better than me. sorry i’m not the person you want me to be.
i feel betrayed and hurt.
you’re a stupid headed liar. i trusted you way too much. i don’t want your excuses, i want an apology. jerkface. don’t do this again.
someone should buy me a milkshake.
i want one really bad and i’m home alone and broke.
July 2010
i haven't eaten in almost as long as i haven't...
i’m so hungry i feel light headed and i’m about to throw up.
i'm so tired
i took like a 5 hour nap. i feel like crap. i look even worse. i’m annoyed beyong belief right now.
i told you not to tell ANYONE
you’re not even supposed to freaking know. oh my gosh you’re an idiot somtimes. next time i just won’t tell you…
I'M LIKE A BIRD, I WANNA FLY AWAYYY
so my best friend made a good point, i shouldn’t sleep because i need to go to bed early tonight to get up for church tomorrow. i usually pull all nighters on saturdays to avoid forgetting to wake up on sunday morning, but i got this. i can do it. did i forget to mention i’m home alone all weekend? if my mom was here she’d shoot me :). SCREW YOU MOMMMMM :)
i'm coo coo for co co puffs
wearethefew:
dumbblondie1886:
wearethefew:
dumbblondie1886:
fjhsjfhwuehruwer. i haven’t had them in years. i don’t even think i like them. yee haw i’m out of my mind.
you’re really entertaining when you don’t sleep for days. (: hahaha.
go watch the videos on beckys wall of me dancing to disney songs. i’m so humiliated.
HAHAHAH OH MY GOODNESS THOSE ARE SO FUNNY NIKKI.
i don’t...
i'm coo coo for co co puffs
wearethefew:
dumbblondie1886:
fjhsjfhwuehruwer. i haven’t had them in years. i don’t even think i like them. yee haw i’m out of my mind.
you’re really entertaining when you don’t sleep for days. (: hahaha.
go watch the videos on beckys wall of me dancing to disney songs. i’m so humiliated.
i'm coo coo for co co puffs
fjhsjfhwuehruwer. i haven’t had them in years. i don’t even think i like them. yee haw i’m out of my mind.
i'm gonna try and go to sleep now.
dang i love my life.
i haven't slept in 3 days and i just pulled an all...
i’m pretty sure i’m going to die soon.
SCREW ME.
oh my gosh. i don’t like swearing but holy moly i would love to swear right now. THINGS WENT AWFUL. I’M GOING TO CRY RIGHT NOW. OH MY FLIPPEN GOSH. I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO DO. IF MY BEST FRIEND DOESN’T WAKE UP RIGHT NOW, I’M GOING TO LIKE DIE. I’M FREAKING OUT. kahejkhwrhwerhewjrhewjrhew. YOU SUCK.
oh my gosh you're dumb.
clearly i scare you. you told me how you felt and you were scared i would be like ew you’re weird, but i didn’t. but now you won’t talk to me. you’re embarrassed. YOU’RE BEING A DUMB HEAD! i told you how i felt also! you dropped the subject cuz it was obvious you were awkward. but that’s not fair to me. there’s things left unsaid and i don’t like...
so i totally have a fantasy world.
not really but kinda. it’s quite funny. i play frontierville on facebook. judge me, i don’t care. wellll, my chicks name is nikki, and nikki has a husband named zac efron, and their daughters name is chancey because my best friends sister calls me that, i’m not sure why o.O she’s weird :P. but ya, in real life, that’s my dream family yo :).
Day 5- My definition of love, in great detail.
well, i’m only 17, so i have no idea what love is. but my version of love, is just something you know. if you think to yourself, “i wonder if i’m in love with them”, you’re not. it’s just something you know. it’s that feeling when you’re happy whenever you’re with that person. even if the two of you are just laying there and he’s playing...
i've lost five pounds in five days.
apparently my best friend needs to go on vacation more often ;P
i've laid in bed in the darkness for two hours...
i cannot fall asleep. this depression needs to end now please. there are ten thousand thoughts running through my mind. urgh.
oh that's no problem lucas!
feel free to use my toothbrush whenever you like! i love swapping spit with my five year old brother!
-_- i hate my life…
i miss my best friend.
just a little bit. :P
i hate this feeling.
it's 3:44 pm
i just woke up. i think i’m nocturnal. i don’t get to bed till 5 in the morning and i wake up now. oh how i love summer.