this song perfectly describes how i feel about my addiction. i’m ashamed of how i treat the gift of Jesus Christ that God gave me. i’m afraid of the gift of God’s grace because i don’t think i deserve it. i’m ashamed at how when i feel the urge coming on to feed my addiction, i fully know in my head that this is wrong, bible verses start racing in my head, yet i continue sinning. i’m disgusted with myself and how i feed this earthly desire when i know full well that what is waiting in heaven is so much better. i’m so ashamed of the defeat that i let satan have every time i feed this addiction.
